We arrived in the village and quickly unpacked the truck before the giant storm that was rolling in hit. As soon as the truck was empty, we turn around and the back of it is full of kids, climbing in and playing... In the back of the truck... With nothing. They were having the best fun ever!
As the storm rolled in, half of us started cooking and half of us kept the kids entertained... Which of course I happily volunteered for. I pulled out my giant bubble wand and none could predict the entertainment that it brought those kids. Absolute sheer joy. The squealed and ran and laughed for what seemed like hours. And then the bubbles ran out. So we taught them dances and we sung and we stomped around in the mud until I couldn't see my white skin anymore under the dark mud. My heart was happy and full.
We then ate our fried rice that had been cooked over coals and fed the rest to the kids, who crowded around and fed their siblings and friends because we didn't have enough spoons for them all. For once, most of these kids would have gone to bed with a full belly.
Our beds were inside a local house, one with one wall with a big opening and the door left open at night. The twelve of us all slept in there with mats on the floor and mosquito nets above us. Sleeping local style. I must say it was one of the most uncomfortable nights sleeps I've ever had.
As I was laying there, I was challenged again. Here we were, sleeping in a house that was the size of my room in Cambodia. Which in no way even compares to what my room in Australia was. This house were the only things inside were our sleeping mats and mosquito nets and a couple of sets of clothes hanging up and one cooking pan. The possessions of a whole family. A whole family who lived in that tiny house. A whole family who every day is survival. I spent one night there, but I went to bed with a stomach full of food, a body that had at least been cleaned with baby wipes, and a overnight bag that contained more possessions than this one family had in their whole house.
I don't know how to reconcile these things when I'm challenged by them. I wonder if I ever will. I can have a small, brief experience of these people's lives, but in no way do I presume that I know what it's like. And in no way can I presume that my way of life is better, despite it seeming to be much easier.
So I came home. And I beyond appreciated my shower and my toilet and my bed. I loved that my fridge had food in it and I had a big bottle of clean water to drink. I initially appreciated everything. I was so grateful. Since being back part of the gratefulness and appreciation has gone, because it has become normal again. Showers and toilets are again the norm, as it a comfy bed and a cupboard full of clothing. But I don't want to forget that. I want to hold on to that gratefulness and let it continue to challenge me. I left a piece of my heart in that village and I don't want to forget that.
I took very few photos due to just wanting to be present with the kids, and also because my camera died a quick and untimely death. But here are a few:
|Kids using our truck as a jungle gym|
|Spot the white chick.|